A new haircut. A new life.
YES I WANNA get a life and not waste my youth.
After sorting out my thoughts during my morning walk in the park,I've come to realise something. All these while, I had been living up to people's expectations. From young till now. And I'm seriously tired of doing so. I shall learn to be me. Cry, laugh, be mad. Just like how a child would express his feelings with no qualms.
It may be hard for one to do so but I'll learn to be ME. NEO HUI LIN. I must grow up. Life is too short to waste every day living unhappily, brooding over minor gritty issues that weren't worth being sad over.
I wanna try new things, gain new experiences. I'm sick of the conventional me. I realised I had been vulnerable to emo attacks(on a monthly basis) ever since I'm back in Singapore. And I'm really sorry that you have been on the reeceiving end of it.
A friend once told me. Life is not just about studying. It is just one of the aspects/phase in your life. Just make the fullest out of everyday and do something that you would like to do. An equilibrium is acheivable if you believe you can.
I was once enlightened by this fact during my OCIP trip yet the intense competition faced in this city has transformed me into someone who keeps seeking for the grass that is greener on the other side. Not knowing how to be contented sends happiness beyond reach. Happiness is so near yet so far.
I won't wanna wait till the arrival of 2011 to start making resolution. The day I end my exams is the day i resurrected. HUILIN, chase after your dreams. Don't be afraid to step out of your comfort zone.
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