Sunday, May 17, 2009

eLmo without the L

iTS been days since I've updated...

Life's been rather mundane with work from 830am-6pm on mon-fri followed by tuits and SHG on weekends. SOmehow, I'm starting to feel bored having worked only for 2 weeks when my contract is expected to end in 2 and 1/2 mths time... everyday, I'll be looking forward to my knock off time at 6pm as well as the arrival of FRi. And often weekends just has to pass so swiftly. Well, I know i"m not the only one facing this but if this were to happen to me in the next 40 years once i've stepped out to work, it'll be so sick man! At least for now, it's just for a few mths...I really can't bear the thought of being stucked to a 9-5 office job in future... will be bored to death lo...>_<

Come to think of it. Maybe I should consider a job in the airlines industry to fulfil my dream of travelling ard the world... OR Teaching to make impactO on the younger generations? argh, I'm still seeking the answer to where my career interest lies...alritEx, shall make it a point to unravel my real interests this holi. =)

And I felt so emO for the past few days...really sorry to frens whOm i've dao-ed becos of tt.

Somehow, I felt lost.
Lost for words, lost of happiness, lost of freedom/time...

In the past when I'm too free, I'll always complain of boredom. But now that my life is packed to the max, I felt kinda strained and sick of the routine. What is is that I actually yearned for? Freedom? Or living my life to the fullest?

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