Soul searching...

What a typIcal tueS sPent @ work.

With much P/N, material no, warehouse codes, billings to be done to the extent that my eyes started to give way to tireDness. BUt i'm blessed with great peeps like maGGie, amelia and aNa who made my days @ work seem less boring. Though they were malaysians, I'm quite touched by the warmth they've shown towards a "newbie" like me . coMpared to my previous admin job experiences @ other companies, the peeps here are much more bonded and they really take care of you like family. Imagine having freshly cooked lunch served right in e office pantry. Though it is simple fare, it beats gg down to the kopitiams to squeeze with the lunch crowd. What's more, I personally enjoy homecooked food more than those "oily" food sold outside. So it's a double bonus, yay!

This reminded me of an article i read some time ago on "zao bao" with regards to the differences between city dwellers and country folks in rural areas. More often than not, in our pursuit of higher social status, we tend to build walls ard us, hoping that we'll be safe from those harbouring any ill motives. But usually in our attempts to protect ourselves, we became isolated, devoid of happiness due to the lack of human touch that made us truely human.

No matter how much politics exist in the real world, I just don't want to become a puppet of urbanisation.

I want to be the REAL me with no pretense.

To laugh as loud as I want to. Cry as hard as I want to. Talk as much as I want to . Share as much as I have. Love as deep as I like. Hate as much as I do. And most imptly to behave in sync with my feelings. I don't have to be be the kind that everyone will like. I just have to be ME, the one and onlY 100% me.